#106. Circles
Posted March 3, 2002, 17:05 CET
I'm usually in a good mood when I'm feeling 'off' or depressed. Call it compensation, a cover-up, whatever. If i'm jumping around the place with glee, smiling from ear to ear or whistling while I work, you know there's something going on behind the scenes. And yet despite this, this is the time when I'm most introverted when it comes to talking to people and writing in these pages.
At the moment, I'm in a bad mood. By converse, this indicates all is well. Which I guess, apart from a sniffle and a unfinished project due, is true in the main.
My current external state of mental health is causing sparks at home. I was in the mood for a nice rosy Sunday family dinner, but a small altercation got blown out of porportion. Maybe the fact that I haven't left the house for the last few days is causing some tension. Damn you foul wagon.
