#54. Youf

I realised something the other day: I don't feel old any more. I used to feel decidedly past it. I guess I felt that because I was in a steady relationship for 2 years, I was missing out on stuff I should be doing. But now I feel young again. In fact I feel 2 years younger, which would make me about 19. Cool! I plan to gorge myself on this rediscovered youth. There's plenty of time for getting old and placid. I'm still young enough to go make a fool of myself and act irresponsibly. Plenty of time for that mature lark. Although I do get the feeling it's creeping on. I intend to beat it off with a big stick until I feel I've woken up in enough strange places with enough strange people and consumed enough strange things.

Current song on playlist: NIN - Something I Can Never Have. Strangely appropriate given my present field of thought.