#2. Damnit
Posted May 15, 2001, 19:06 CEST
Damnit. Why cant I make a decision and stick to it?
Going to America this summer was going to be cool. In fact everything is organised and everything. But theres too much holding me here and not enough incentive to go. If I did go, itd be on my own. Id probably turn into a drifter. Which in its own respect would be cool, but -- Id like to do the whole cliched student boston thing at least once. Theres always next year...
A lot of shit needs to be sorted out here, and it wont be easy doing it 4000 miles away. Got plans anyway - Galway, London, Amsterdam. Even working on the band will be ... interesting. I also want to be around should herself need me...
So, gonna cancel stupid america thing - its the right decision at the moment. Fuck it anyways, im gonna have fun, damnit.
